Friday, October 30, 2009

Grounded.. Again.

Grounded again, got caught yesterday.. Blah, my aunt checked my room at 2 a.m, and I was of course... out partying.. Hm. Now our maid checks me every 30 minutes.. FUN. God, I hate my life, being grounded is such a waste of time.. So what can I do? Plan my trip to Costa Rica? Or maybe call a friend?? When talking about friends...

HAPPY B-DAY to lovely Belleinarms! I heart her blog.


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Run away


Why not run away? Take my expencive bags, shoes and sell them? I`ll survive for a year, I guess. I want to run away so badly, just pack my bag and leave, hide in the streets, sleep outside, or at the beach, just being alone, not being controled anymore. Take an airplane to Costa rica, Cuba, Nicaragua or Peru. Don`t know where, just something nice, something different from here.

Monday, October 26, 2009



Back in L.A, my aunt and our driver waited for me outside the airport: They babysit me. It makes me feel so small, i`m so used to doing what I want, when I want, without anybody asking/yelling/crying like my aunt does when I don`t get an A or when I skip school. Next year I may quit school, I want to travel around the world, see new places and meet new people and just relax and be myself.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Goodnight N.Y

One more day before I live N.Y. I love it here, feel so much more relaxed, so much happier. N.Y is my style, L.A is not. I`ve bought a lovely, new chanelbag, love it! <3 Tomorrow = school, aunt and loneliness. I want to go back to my dad, I miss him, I miss him, I miss him, and at the same time i`m so angry at him for forcing me to live with my aunt in sucky L.A

Thursday, October 22, 2009

New york

Today i`m dancing in the streets of New York. ANy tips where to go?

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Goodnight L.A

Goodmorning N.Y.

I`m leaving for N.Y tonight to meet up w some friends from Norway. It will be great (and probably cold.. Brr). So whats up in N.Y for the next days? Any tips?

See you! <3

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

How to get happy?

Okey, my new plans, for a happy and fun L.A-life.

1. Convince myself that i love L.A
2. Make my aunt think that i`m not partying when I go out
3. Do funny things when i`m grounded... (like flirting with out gardener, trying to find out if my aunt killed my xuncle, writing a book)
4. Buying all the designerbrands that I don`t get in Norway
5. Be one of the IT-girls in L.A

Anyone got some more tips? TELL ME! ;)

Monday, October 19, 2009


Ivory Faces

Somedays I feel so.. weird. I don`t know how to explain, but the world doesn`t get inside of me at days like this. It`s like when I sit in my windowsill, watching the world (our garden) without being noticed.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Dying is an art.

(the pic is not from his funeral...)

I`ve started to think more and more about Paul, my aunts exhusband. I remember, in Norway, 2 years ago, he gave me a braecelet who belonged to his mother, and then he told me not to forget him.. So I wonder, maybe he knew what was going to happend?

Friday, October 16, 2009

L.A Queen.

Why I hate my aunt:

- she´ s superficiel

- a facadequeen

- she haven`t asked me about what I think of living with them, not once

- She always have to check how I look before going out, because everybody in L.A knows her, and she`s afraid that I will ruin the perfect picture of her family.

- (I think) she killed her old husband (which, actually, was a really nice guy)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I don`t know.

My story, my life, it feels like I`ve lost it. Don’t know where, don’t know when, Norway or L.A? Who am I? I don’t know, I can`t feel anything, anymore. I don`t do anything, anymore.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009


I`ve lived in L.A for 2 months now, and my american still sucks, and my teachers hate me. Sometimes I think i`m a little dyslectic, but they don`t belive me. They say that i`m spoiled and lazy, nothing more. Haha. Wish I could pay them, like I did home in Norway..

Monday, October 12, 2009


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It`s 5 o`clock in the morning, and I can`t sleep. It makes me sick and tiiired. I`m so happy for my new friends here, they are just like me: wasting their time with alcohole, drugs and men. Haha. I`m really starting to act like a REAL L.A-girl.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Me + L.A = friends?

I`ve started to feel a little bit closer to some of the people here.. They`re almoust friends now, and it feels good. But.. I still have to deal with my psychoaunt, she treats me like a child. I get SO angry, and I don`t know what to do..

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Queen B

Not my pic, found it here

I`m basically out every night, my aunt doesn`t have a clue (except from that one night she caugt me climbing out the window...), and I do much more alcohole and drugs then I did home in Norway. The people here are so stupid.. Tonight i`m going to the Fever ray concert, yey, guess it`ll be fun, scary and weird. I have to get to know some underground people here, not just stuffy queen B`s.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Fever ray

Tomorrow i`ll try to get out to a Fever ray concert! You should go too, although, it won`t be either chanel, champagne og limo`s.. Haha. My aunt will kill me if she found out where i`m going. She would never, NEVER go to a concert like this.. (or a concert at all...)

Monday, October 5, 2009

Some of my favourite ladies

Virginia Woolf, Coco chanel, Marilyn Monroe

Karin Drejer Andersson, Julia Kristeva, Madonna

<3 None of them from L.A.. What a suprise..

Sunday, October 4, 2009


My aunt caught me on my way out the bedroom window, and im officially grounded (like I wasnt before.....). Haha. I have to fix it, dont know how, but not getting to go out, even at daytime, is killing me. Maybe I have to call my dad. Gah. He`ll kill me.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

I don`t remember where I found this, but I know: this is how I feel.