L.A easter

ellieswellies

Easter in L.A: I`m going away.
To a place without internet, without TV, without people.
I`ll be back. Someday.

xoxo

Repeating myself.

I admit it. Again.
I am lonely here in L.A.
L.A doesn`t fit me,
or,
I don`t fit L.A.

Maybe I`ll move home to Norway soon.
When the sun comes back.
I miss my friends.
I miss my family.
I even miss school.

Don`t know how i would survived without Signe and Avy

Change

Photo: pearled

My L.A life has been about:
drinks
partying
my mad auntie
a none existing lovelife
chanel
books
miumiu

Nothing has changed.

Watching

Kamy Lisy

My aunt doesn`t get better
and I am not working.
Sitting in my window sill, watching
the gardener that once smiled at me
the cat chasing something
the wind
the grass
the sun

Rain

sanaa h

I read this blog, and started remembering how it is to dance in the rain. It gives me the best feeling ever, feeling the wet grass against my feet. Feeling the drops against my skin.

Sick

Lucy Frances

My aunt is sick.
She doesn`t eat.
She doesn`t speak.
She don`t ever work-out (which is her obsession).
I can`t sleep.

Fortune.

Today I gave away a fortune:
myy Chanel
my Burberry
my Miumiu
my Dior

to someone who need it far more than me.

Cure

I have to go back to doing good things again, to cure my loneliness.
What can I do?
Who shall I help?

Dance/Dance/Dance

kmsYES
Where shall I go out to dance, tonight? Give me your best tips!

Medicine

One of my daily medicines now a days.

Being good v.s being drunk

I haven`t stopped doing nice things, just been drinking too much, and hanging out w/Melkehvit, Sara and Signe. M is going home soon, I guess I`ll feel lonely again when she leaves.

At least I`ll be focusing on being good again.